Blondie
September 18th, 2005, 07:06 PM
I'm hoping somebody can help me out deciphering this:
Every weekend for the past few weeks I've had dreams about my ex boyfriend. Some of them I can remember shot for shot, some barely at all.
I found it odd the first weekend for him to suddenly pop into my subconcious but made little of it. The second night I had another couple of dreams about him and it's happened every weekend since.
Last night's "main dream" included him and I sitting on the bed in my room at my parent's house. He was holding my hands saying how he wanted to marry me, but of course not yet. I didn't say much throughout the dream (to my recollection). After he said that, my attention focused upon a swarm of ladybugs in the room. Crawling on me, slightly irritating me. It was quite a sight! I remember yelling that I needed to get some bug spray post haste.
Other dreams have included him and I talking over messenger and him meeting my Dad persisting that we're back together.
We broke up a few months ago and it's been - hands down - the hardest breakup I've had to date. But it's odd, after I've recouped and I'm starting to feel OK about things that these bizarre paterns and reconcilation dreams swipe about.
Every weekend for the past few weeks I've had dreams about my ex boyfriend. Some of them I can remember shot for shot, some barely at all.
I found it odd the first weekend for him to suddenly pop into my subconcious but made little of it. The second night I had another couple of dreams about him and it's happened every weekend since.
Last night's "main dream" included him and I sitting on the bed in my room at my parent's house. He was holding my hands saying how he wanted to marry me, but of course not yet. I didn't say much throughout the dream (to my recollection). After he said that, my attention focused upon a swarm of ladybugs in the room. Crawling on me, slightly irritating me. It was quite a sight! I remember yelling that I needed to get some bug spray post haste.
Other dreams have included him and I talking over messenger and him meeting my Dad persisting that we're back together.
We broke up a few months ago and it's been - hands down - the hardest breakup I've had to date. But it's odd, after I've recouped and I'm starting to feel OK about things that these bizarre paterns and reconcilation dreams swipe about.