The Morrighan... Again?

[Shadowsong]

Hmmm this has me just a bit puzzled. The Morrighan was my Patron for a long time, and She helped me to figure out who I am, what path I am meant to follow... and lately as I have found my path... She isn't as present as usual, though I've found when I've needed Her protection and strength the most She has ALWAYS answered. (the most recent event involved being in a house with no lock on my bedroom door in the company of my drugged up and drunk uncle who has always frightened me and was making serious, aggresive advances toward me... She kept me safe, She heard my prayer, of that I am sure.)
Anyway... last night... She came to me in a dream... It was incredibly intense, but I just... I'm wondering why She's coming to me again when She hasn't in so long, not like this. I've felt Her presence but not as strongly as I did last night, not in a long while... does anyone know what She may be trying to tell me? Maybe She's trying to get my attention... again? *looks confused* Hmmm.... any ideas?

[Morgandria]

If you do not find it within, you will not find it without.

[Agaliha]

She may have been in the distance and not your patron, but she is still there.

Saraswati is still there with me, even though she is not my patron and I do not focus only on the Hindu pantheon now. I feel her there at times and I honor her still. She comes to me in dreams and inspires me to learn and write.

I don't think those who have called to us, leave us. We are part of them and they are a part of us. Morrigan called to you before and even though things didn't work out how you thought, she is still there. Maybe this was how it was meant to be. You never know.

Listen to her, honor her if you wish...but don't jump to conflusions yet. From what I know, you have found your path, don't get it all mixed up. Take it slow. See where things lead you. In time, if both of you are meant to be closer than what you are (patron, etc) then it will be known. There will be no question.

So about the dream, I think she is there helping and guiding you. She has been :).

I don't know if that helps or not. I hope it does :)

[Rowan Darkmoon]

She's my patron too, and I've just found she's kind of like that. There when you need her in spirit, and when you're unprepared there in person. I think she just likes to remind you who's the goddess if you know what I mean. :lol: I don't know, but I've had that experience with her as well.

[Shadowsong]

Thanks all. :)
Also, just to clarify: it's not so much me questioning my path... because I feel so... WHOLE where I am now... so at peace with the Universe... with myself... but I also feel as if She is meaning to tell me something, and knowing Her I'll have to figure it out... but I was just wondering if anyone else thought that, or if maybe She's just letting me know She's still there?