I rarely ask for energy, but I think I need some help

[Jenne]

I've shared with this board about my father being in jail, and a lot of stuff around his case is coming to a head. Any energies you have for that situation I will gladly accept.

However, what I'm really coming to you here for is for me and for my family as we all deal with this together. My mother especially--she's so overwrought, she picked a fight with me and took a swing at me yesterday. She's not a violent person, but when pushed to her limits, she does go overboard. I don't know how to help her anymore, mainly because she doesn't want to be helped and repels all attempts to do so.

Because of her actions yesterday, I have to move her somewhere else, and this breaks my heart in two. I'm a very loyal daughter, and I've tried my best with her, but I can't have her attacking me in front of the kids like that. She needs professional help, and she won't get it. In the meantime, I will find someone else to give her shelter, til she's ready to be on her own. She's only 50, so getting a place/job shouldn't be difficult as long as her motivation goes in that direction.

Any energies you can send me for strength to help her and deal with her are appreciated. I'm pretty freaked out--she hasn't hit me since I was really young. And even when I was little she rarely did spank or smack me--probably can count the times on my hands really. I'm not making excuses, I just know WHY she snapped, and though it wrings my heart out to know this anger is turned toward me, I have to survive it. If that means moving her out, then so be it I guess.

I feel quite alone, even though I'm really not. I think I'm just having a lot of trouble sorting through a lot of emotions right now. I feel in some way I've let my dad and my mom down, by not being able to prevent things from getting this bad. :(

[Astara Seague]

energies for you:wave:

[SilverClaw]

Jenne Enrgies will be sent :hugz:

[EternalMaiden]

I'm sorry to hear about you and your mother, she must be pretty distraught as you said. But I agree with you about not being able to just let her react like -that-. Have you been able to set up an apptmt somewhere for her, maybe a psychiatrist, to get her started?
Hang in there beautiful, you're doing great.

Energies and well wishes for your fathers fortune. And just remember it's in the hands of the Fates, and the authorities. You have no control, and no blame for this situation. So try to not take this upon yourself, it is his problem. You'll love him reguardless of the outcome, and that's the best you can do.

*lights a candle for new beginnings, and family unity*

[Lorelei of the Mists]

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[Lone Wolf]

Energy sent!

[Teresa]

I've shared with this board about my father being in jail, and a lot of stuff around his case is coming to a head. Any energies you have for that situation I will gladly accept.

However, what I'm really coming to you here for is for me and for my family as we all deal with this together. My mother especially--she's so overwrought, she picked a fight with me and took a swing at me yesterday. She's not a violent person, but when pushed to her limits, she does go overboard. I don't know how to help her anymore, mainly because she doesn't want to be helped and repels all attempts to do so.

Because of her actions yesterday, I have to move her somewhere else, and this breaks my heart in two. I'm a very loyal daughter, and I've tried my best with her, but I can't have her attacking me in front of the kids like that. She needs professional help, and she won't get it. In the meantime, I will find someone else to give her shelter, til she's ready to be on her own. She's only 50, so getting a place/job shouldn't be difficult as long as her motivation goes in that direction.

Any energies you can send me for strength to help her and deal with her are appreciated. I'm pretty freaked out--she hasn't hit me since I was really young. And even when I was little she rarely did spank or smack me--probably can count the times on my hands really. I'm not making excuses, I just know WHY she snapped, and though it wrings my heart out to know this anger is turned toward me, I have to survive it. If that means moving her out, then so be it I guess.

I feel quite alone, even though I'm really not. I think I'm just having a lot of trouble sorting through a lot of emotions right now. I feel in some way I've let my dad and my mom down, by not being able to prevent things from getting this bad. :(
:hugz: Strength and Light to You ! Dressing a candle as well.

[Jenne]

Thank you to all of you! :hugz: I had to tell my mom this morning to leave for a while, and that was the hardest thing I've done...maybe ever. I know it's for the best, but it sticks in my craw to turn away a loved one. Even though it is for my own safety. She tried to justify hitting me (or almost hitting me) because she thought I was going to say the "eff word." I just told her, no, I wouldn't do that, and it still isn't worth getting *hit* over.

Sigh. I think part of her understands how over the top out of control she is, and the other part, just doesn't care.

Thank you all for your energies. I really do appreciate them.

[SkySilver]

Healing energies sent for your relationship with your mom. :hugz:

[Pesha]

Hey girlfriend. First a big hug and tickle under the chin. My g'kids like that.

Now energies for you and your family, to overcome in this time of trial. You have to do what you have to do. Be at peace. Strength and calm and balance. Feel the warmth. Feel the glow. This is for you.

BB
DS.

[TaysatWesir]

energy sent :hugz:

[WitchOfEndor]

All that must be so hard on you.:hugz: You did the right thing hun, you have to think of yourself & especially your children. :loveydove Lots of supportive & peaceful enery sent to you & your family.


Blessed Be.

[BlueMoon13]

Oy, how difficult a spot. Jenne, you need a break from her, if even only for a bit, and it's certainly nothing to feel guilty about. You should'nt have to put up with that kind of behaviour in your own home, even if it is from your mom:help: Blessings for calm and an easy transition to the new living arrangements._pounce_