My twins birthday

[WitchOfEndor]

Tomorrow would have been my twins (tommy & victoria rose) 14th birthday. They were born preemie, fought really hard to live but sadly they both passed away. It's a difficult milestone year, they would have started high school this year. I normally handle their birthday as best as I can, it was a gift to have them in my life at all but I'm a bit more down this year than usual. High school, wow, almost adults. I just wonder what sort of young adults they'd have been. I miss the hugs, kisses & even the annoying things teenagers do. I miss seeing them be big brother & big sister to my other daughters. I miss the love & happiness their presence would have generated in our lives. I feel them near at times but I'd give my last breath just to be able to hold them close one more time.

No need to send energy to me, send happy birthday energies to my dearly missed babies. :halohead: Thomas Carlton & :halohead: Victoria Rose 14 years old on November 6th.

Brightest of Blessings to you all & thank you.

[blithespirit]

:hugz:

I lost a twin in utero with my last pregnancy. Her sister turned out fine and is 13 months old today, but I still think about and love my little Clara.

Peace and hugs to your babies.

[elfmage]

:hugz: Happy birthday Thomas and Victoria!

And more :hugz: for WitchOfEndor.

[Teresa]

Tomorrow would have been my twins (tommy & victoria rose) 14th birthday. They were born preemie, fought really hard to live but sadly they both passed away. It's a difficult milestone year, they would have started high school this year. I normally handle their birthday as best as I can, it was a gift to have them in my life at all but I'm a bit more down this year than usual. High school, wow, almost adults. I just wonder what sort of young adults they'd have been. I miss the hugs, kisses & even the annoying things teenagers do. I miss seeing them be big brother & big sister to my other daughters. I miss the love & happiness their presence would have generated in our lives. I feel them near at times but I'd give my last breath just to be able to hold them close one more time.

No need to send energy to me, send happy birthday energies to my dearly missed babies. :halohead: Thomas Carlton & :halohead: Victoria Rose 14 years old on November 6th.

Brightest of Blessings to you all & thank you.


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[BlueMoon13]

Happy birthday Tommy and Victoria:halohead: :halohead: :hugz:

[Brenda]

Happy birthday :hugz:
And strenght to you hun :hugz: :hugz:

[Pesha]

Darling, energies and lovelight goes to you right now. Peace and healing of the heart.

BB
DS.

[Earthy]

:hugz:

[SkySilver]

:happybday to Thomas Carlton and Victoria Rose :hugz:

[Moonravin]

:fprtyman4 *hugs* :havinapar Brightest birthday wishes! :fprtyman3

[wintermagick]

:bothsides

Here's to their birthday and knowing their sweet spirits are with you.

[TaysatWesir]

sending happy birthday energies to your babies Thomas Carlton & Victoria Rose :hugz:

[HorseCrow]

(((Happy birthday Thomas Carlton and Victoria Rose))) :hugz: :hugz:

[Cyzarine]

:wah: I will send them energies! Happy 14th energies!

[Aleannah]

:hugz:

[aluokaloo]

Happy Birthday Tommy and Victoria :hugz: to you and your family

[phoenixblayze]

im so sorry that you have had to go through this, :hugz: for you, and i have your children in thoughts

[LittlePerson]

You know that wherever their spirits are they know you are thinking of them. Happy birthday dear children. May you be comforted knowing that you carry them always in your heart.

[Willow Rosette]

Oh WitchOfEndor your strength and courage amazes me. Happy Birthday to your dear babies.

[WitchOfEndor]

Thank you all so much for your kindness & support. It means alot to know if only for a moment others have thought of my twins. It was such an honor to be there when those 2 lovely old souls entered the world, they impacted my life so deeply, changing me forever. Their job was done & they were called to go elsewhere & change someone else's life the same way. If not for my sweet babies, I'd not be the right sort of mother for my Katie & Charlotte. Both of which have special needs, I needed to be a fighter for them ,to get them the help they need. My sweet twins taught me how important it is to fight, they've helped their little sisters (katie & charlotte) by making me know in my heart & soul what is important. My babies are my whole world, the ones here with me physically & the ones who are with me in spirit. It's been sad but I've been lucky to have been touched by angels.

Again, I thank you all. You all are so loving & wonderful. Blessings, upon blessings to you all.

[Willow Rosette]

Oh WitchOfEndor you have me in tears. I cant imagine what you have gone through. And to go through it with such strength and courage. You are truly a beautiful strong woman. You dont come asking for energies or strength to make it through a tough time you just want Birthday wishes for your babies. I hope someday I can be as much a woman that you are.

Bless you

[Kalandriel]

:hugs:

You've made it this far, I'm sure you'll make it through this too. :smile:

Brightest blessings to you!

[WitchOfEndor]

Thank you so much VM. You really are such a kind & thoughtful person. You'd be amazed at how much strength you have when you're pushed. I want my twins to be proud of their Mommy, so I try to live my life in a way that they'll approve & be proud. Don't want them to fret over Mommy. Whenever I feel really low, there is always some sign from them. The last time I got really down, I was sat by my dear old oak tree & 2 cardinals came by & sat on my fence & kept me company for about a half an hour till I started feeling better. I said " It's ok, Tommy & Victoria, mama's ok now " & off they went like they were waiting for me to be alright.:heyalove: Our loved ones who've passed to the other phase of life are never truly gone. You only need to pay very close attention, their energy is with us when we truly need them. In my belief, we are all interconnected by a very delicate but strong thread. This thread may bend, twist or even get knotted up but it's never broken.

Brightest of Blessings :bubbles:

[Willow Rosette]

I do understand. My father died several years ago and we were not close. One night I was very very upset that I never know if he is around. So every night after that at different times he turns on my tv. It doesnt happen at the same time and I have disabled the sleeper so I know it isnt that. I can just feel a sence of energy change or something when it happens. Like he is telling me whatever passed between us when he was alive is now not as important as the relationship we are having right now. Someday I would love to get someone to actually talk to him and answer my questions I have carried all these years lmao