Tsukasa
November 7th, 2005, 01:29 PM
I know this isn’t the greatest thing to ask about…but…I’m going through some MAJOR love related problems.
First off…me and my b/f broke it off. It was kind of not my fault…but at the same time it was. See…I didn’t think that he loved me at all. I would always call him and try to get him to call. It was really hard for me to call him all of the time because he is so busy with stuff: Cheerleading (and it’s so funny to think of him in a cheer suit, it’s cute!!! _catroll_), Band (heck yes, we are both band nerds, so that’s why I love him so much…as well as other things), Choir (his voice is BEAUTIFUL), and a lot of stuff…
Well he’s busy all of the time so I call him and bug him a lot…and it makes me feel bad. Anyway…he never had called me for a while…so…it wasn’t like I really did this on purpose but it did happen…and I totally regret that now.
Well…I had met a guy on myspace.com. He was really nice and he’s still a good friend, but nothing more. Well…I met this guy…and we had been talking. He’s really cool, his name is Ron. Well anyway…
We had met up one day. It was no big deal because all we did was talk and stuff…no big right? Well we met up later that week…we met up again and I stayed with him that night after the Tech game. Well…we were still talking that night…and well…one thing led to another and we started to do some freaky stuff…just…well yeah. We did and…
So about 2 weeks after we had done that…I had finally told my b/f, his name is Zach. It’s not like I didn’t want to. I told him because I LOVE him that much that I want to be honest with him. It scared me that he hated me because…well I love him. He was very mad at me…this happened a while back actually…and now we haven’t been talking for a while.
I really do love him so much, I mean…he means so much to me. It scares me to think that he hates me…it really does. Now I just don’t know what to do. I’ve tried to call him and tell him I’m sorry. I’ve sent him text messages…I’ve done a lot of stuff to try and tell him I’m sorry. It’s been…almost 3 weeks now, and I finally decided to go and see him to try and talk to him, and he wasn’t…well, he wasn’t there where he was suppose to be.
So I don’t know what to do…can anyone help. It’s been a while and I still haven’t been able to talk to him. I love him so much…still…and I know that he doesn’t really feel the same now but…I just really want him back. So yeah…I guess that’s it. I don’t know if there is anything else anyone needs to know then feel free to ask me. I just really wanted some help with this and I’m trying to keep stuff ok between us. I just really want him back…is that selfish?
Ja ne,
Tsukasa
First off…me and my b/f broke it off. It was kind of not my fault…but at the same time it was. See…I didn’t think that he loved me at all. I would always call him and try to get him to call. It was really hard for me to call him all of the time because he is so busy with stuff: Cheerleading (and it’s so funny to think of him in a cheer suit, it’s cute!!! _catroll_), Band (heck yes, we are both band nerds, so that’s why I love him so much…as well as other things), Choir (his voice is BEAUTIFUL), and a lot of stuff…
Well he’s busy all of the time so I call him and bug him a lot…and it makes me feel bad. Anyway…he never had called me for a while…so…it wasn’t like I really did this on purpose but it did happen…and I totally regret that now.
Well…I had met a guy on myspace.com. He was really nice and he’s still a good friend, but nothing more. Well…I met this guy…and we had been talking. He’s really cool, his name is Ron. Well anyway…
We had met up one day. It was no big deal because all we did was talk and stuff…no big right? Well we met up later that week…we met up again and I stayed with him that night after the Tech game. Well…we were still talking that night…and well…one thing led to another and we started to do some freaky stuff…just…well yeah. We did and…
So about 2 weeks after we had done that…I had finally told my b/f, his name is Zach. It’s not like I didn’t want to. I told him because I LOVE him that much that I want to be honest with him. It scared me that he hated me because…well I love him. He was very mad at me…this happened a while back actually…and now we haven’t been talking for a while.
I really do love him so much, I mean…he means so much to me. It scares me to think that he hates me…it really does. Now I just don’t know what to do. I’ve tried to call him and tell him I’m sorry. I’ve sent him text messages…I’ve done a lot of stuff to try and tell him I’m sorry. It’s been…almost 3 weeks now, and I finally decided to go and see him to try and talk to him, and he wasn’t…well, he wasn’t there where he was suppose to be.
So I don’t know what to do…can anyone help. It’s been a while and I still haven’t been able to talk to him. I love him so much…still…and I know that he doesn’t really feel the same now but…I just really want him back. So yeah…I guess that’s it. I don’t know if there is anything else anyone needs to know then feel free to ask me. I just really wanted some help with this and I’m trying to keep stuff ok between us. I just really want him back…is that selfish?
Ja ne,
Tsukasa