for Jenny

[Zhr Morgana]

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One of my good friends Jenny attempted suicide tonight. She was very drunk and suddenly tried to swallow a bottle of Kate's epilepsy medicine. She's had a very hard year...her fiance died from an overdose in the spring and very recently she had to sign over custody of her son to her parents. She believes that she would be better off dead as nothing she does seems to make a positive difference to anyone...which isn't true. She is the sweetest, kindest, most generous person in the world...and it makes me sick at how the world treats her. Kate and Scottie are a mess right now...they love her so much and can't believe this has happened.

We called Poison Control after she swallowed the pills and also called for an ambulance. She was transferred at around midnight to Corvallis after around 4 hours in the local hospital, where she'll be in the ICU until she sobers up and then the doctors will decide if she needs to be put into the psych ward afterwards. I really seriously doubt that will happen, but somehow I wouldn't be surprised if it did. This whole thing seems very strange and surreal to me...like I can't believe that this could be happening to her...it seems so convenient for certain people to have her put away...hopefully it's just the paranoid conspiracy theorist in me talking. I don't want to believe that this horrible episode was arranged in some sick and twisted plan.

Anyways, for everybody who reads this...please light a candle or say a prayer for Jenny tonight or very soon. She needs all the positive energy and strength she can get...she deserves better than what life has given her, d@mmit! Please pray that she gets better and is sent back home very soon. Her family needs her around to keep us in line, and we'd all be lost without her even for just a short while.

[SilverClaw]

Oh Zhr I am so sorry to hear that she is going through this, sending her what energy I can. :hugz: to her and :hugz: to you.
Talk to you some time later today and please keep this thread updated ok ?

[goblinhill]

Peace and healing and strength for Jenny and those who support her :huddle:

[HorseCrow]

(((For balance and new beginnings)))

[SilverClaw]

Any up dates yet Zhr? :hugz:

[Morgoth]

I truly know how she feels. I lost my ex GF to cancer years ago and i went into despair. I had no close friends to speak of during that time so i would sit alone in tears for most of the day trying to figure out if my life was worth living. I tried more than once to put my self to end but could never quite do it. Im very glad i was never able to. I finally decided that jen would not have wanted me to be in such a state and i was determined to become happy again. It has took many years and i still get quite depressed at times but by keeping my mind focused i have been able to cope. I have forced my self too make some freinds and they have been awsome people in helping me at the rough times. You are a wonderful person for being there for your freind. At times where a person doesnt know what there life means the most important thing is somone to be there. I also hope this may help as well some of the things that have helped me the most when i am depressed is going to the gym and working out or going to the coffee shop and surronding myself with people. I also like to draw alot when i feel bad as i concentrate on my art and allow the negative energys to leave myself while i draw. I hope the best for her ,may she be blessed.

[Brenda]

Sending healing and positive energy :hugz: hope she'll be better soon!

[Cyzarine]

Sending energies and hugs! I too have tried before. I can understand how she feels. It's not a good place to be to feel like that. Yet, you must be there for her like you are doing. Bless your heart for being there. If you can...give her a hug for me...she needs it.

[Aleannah]

healing and calming energy sent! :hugz:

[Zhr Morgana]

I got a call from Kate about an hour ago...Jenny's coming home today...thanks so much for your kind thoughts and energies...at least somebody sent some unlike at other places I've asked for support on her behalf :sadeyes:

We don't know whether she'll be back at Kate's or staying with her parents, but either way she will be getting help from the local crisis center and Kate will be enforcing stricter house rules at her place. Last night was a serious wakeup call and it gave us all the scare of our lives. We're all going to work hard to see her through this and she'll come out a much stronger person.

Thanks again everyone...please continue to send your energies and blessings...I'll be sure to update when I can.

[SilverClaw]

Hey Zhr I know your upset about the other stuff, but hang in there, there are people who care. I am glad that she will be ok and I will contiue to send her what enrgy and strength I can ok ? Talk to you later :hugz:

[Pesha]

Sorry I am late on this. But, I will send her positve energies, calness and peace of mind. I hope she wil bed able to have her life back to normal soon. I hope she can regain her son. I wish her loads of supportive light. And she has you and your friends. Blessings all of you.

BB
DS.

[Willow Rosette]

Im so sorry I did not see this before. Energy sent that she is able to find peace and able to find the strength to work through whatever is going on and make it out better than before.

[TaysatWesir]

energy positive and calming sent :hugz:

[Teresa]

Dressing a candle for her! :hugz:

[Zhr Morgana]

Thanks again everyone :hugz:
I went over to Kate's last night, and Jenny was sound asleep on the couch. She looked exhausted. She is going to keep living with Kate, which is good because last night has formed a strong circle between me, Kate, Jenny and Scottie. It may sound horrible, but it was because of Jenny's suicide attempt that we all became family.

You guys are great. Thanks for sending your love and blessings. I'm positive it helped her come home sooner...well that and the doctors releasing her too :P

[SilverClaw]

Good to hear Zhr, and yes sometimes bad things do bring people closer together. :hugz: Still sending her energy to help her recover.

[enchancea]

Ill be sending energy

[SilverClaw]

Hey Zhr how wsa her first night home ?

[Zhr Morgana]

Well, she came home Tuesday...when I was there she was sleeping, but I guess she was out for a while beforehand. Yesterday (Wednesday) she and Kate went walking around Nye Beach for a while. I spent some time away and then came back for a few more hours. We went to the store and bought chocolate covered cherries and stuff...had a great time. She seems to be back to her normal self, swears she'll never drink again...but I have a feeling that every so often we'll have to have her vent things out so she'll have a better chance of staying sober.

Anyways, gotta get ready for work. Be back later.