I feel like a leech :(

[mystic_peacock]

I feel like a leech because I ask for a lot of energy requests :( But here I am again, in need.

I had swollen lymph nodes when I had the really bad flu, and they never went down so I went to the doctor yesterday. They did a blood test to check for mono, valley fever, leukemia, and tuberculosis. The guy said that it's most likely: remnants of the flu infection, allergies, or some other cold virus. But he's checking for cancer "just in case" and it has me really worried. My grandfather has cancer of the lymph nodes and is going to pass away soon from it... I already have the skin cancer gene and have had to have moles removed because of it....

I am praying that it's just a cold, or even valley fever because that's not that bad. But I fear that it will be something worse... I am so scared... I know that this fear doesn't make sense because the doctor was 99.9% sure it wasn't something serious---but why am I so scared? Why does my mind keep imagining the outcome as being something fatal?

I guess the energy I am asking for is more of peace of mind. Everyone knows I'm going to be fine except me---I am such a worrier and I am so afraid, even though I know I shouldn't be :( BAH!

I get the blood rest results tomorrow or Friday. I pray they come back saying it's just a cold.

Afraid when I shouldn't be,
Serra
_inabox_

[dragonprincess]

Deep breaths, and take care. Everything will work out. Energies sent.

[David19]

I'm sure it's just a cold or flu or something since it's the time of year for them. Sending energy for you, hope you get better soon and hope your grandpa doesn't suffer any pain or, maybe, hopefully, he'll get better.

[HorseCrow]

:hugz:

[BlackMagicalCat]

Well,I will pray for peace of mind for you.

Im 47,and not to long ago I asked God,how was I going to die.But a still small voice inside me said,leave that to me,and dont worry about it.

So,I said okay,Ill leave it in your hands Lord,but when that time comes,please hold me tight,and dont leave me,because Im trusting in what you said.

And I felt a heavenly warmth in my heart.I pray the same for you.

Peace I give unto you,not as the world gives,so let not your heart be troubled,niether let it be afraid.
Jesus

[Pesha]

Healing energies are flowing to you hun.

BB
DS.

[xstarE_nitex]

energy sent... I hope everythings ok

[mystic_peacock]

Thank you all for your energy :) The blood test results came back and they were normal... so I'm guessing it IS just a cold. I was worried for nothing, I feel so silly. But when you're told you're being tested for such scary things, I think it's normal for some freaking out to set in!

So I'm going back to the doctor in 2 weeks to get my lymph nodes checked out. Apparently it's possible that it's just my tonsils. Hmm.

Thank you so much!
Love,
Serra