I've fallen on hard times

[WinterHeart]

Its been a while since Ive been here but luckily today I remembered this place because I really need it right now.

Both of my parents are sick, my mom has gone blind due to diabetes and MS and my dad has a bleeding ulcer in my stomach so I worry myself to death about them 24/7. Also I have had a long distance relatiosnhip with the guy who I thought was my soulmate for over 2 and a half years and this past thursday he sent me an email saying he had been fooling around with a girl and now they are dating. I loved this guy to death, I guess youd have to be in my situation to really know how it feels. This is the most painful time in my life that I can remember, my chest actually physically hurts, i cant sleep and I break down into tears without warning. Im feeling like the most pathetic lonely person in the workd right now. If you have any energy to spare please help me

[Annest]

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[Willow Rosette]

Oh Honey absolutly. :hugz:

[Philosophia]

Sending healing, positive, and comforting energy to you and your family! :hugz:

[Annorah]

I really feel for you and hope that you soon find some peace.

Healing energy coming your way.

You are NOT pathetic - anyone who is going through what is happening to you would feel the same. You may be lonely right now but you are not alone.

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[Catiana]

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[Wytchie]

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[Pesha]

Strength, prosperity and healing to you and your family.

[BlueEyedWolf]

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[WinterHeart]

Thank you all so much. This is still so hard for me. It seems like this has opened all of my old wounds from my past and its all coming down on me at once. The only comfort I have right now is writing, if any of you enjoy dark/sorrow filled poetry you can check out my blog http://winterinrapture.blogspot.com/ It makes me feel a little better to get all my emotions out on there

[Brightshores]

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[MysticWitch]

Energies sent.