Sothis*Crowfeather
December 12th, 2007, 01:48 AM
My feet...they've about had it...they're just done. :( I am not being dramatic...I was born with some sort of crazy and rare problems with my feet. The doctors don't really know what it is. But basically I am naturally inclined to walk on my tiptoes...like some sort of eternal ballerina. I've done it front the time I started walking. They say that my heel cords are overly tight or something and thats what inclines me to walk that way. But it might also be a symptom of cerabial palasy (which would expian my the odd way my mind works but I think the battery of tests I've had would have found that.)
Either way for the past few weeks the tendons in my heels are just not working they way they should be...it's amazing how fast my feet have been detorting in the past few days....overextering myself even a little...even standing up after just sitting around and taking it easy for hours. I'll have a sharp, stabbing pain in my heels, and after a while a throbing fatigue like pain. It's definatly starting to show up at work, I have to stand all day. For the past few days running or even some light dancing is well out of the question...to much pain involved.
So...at 22 I am getting the body of a 80 year old. :( I am not sure what I can do about other than to try to see some doctors that won't know what to do yet again. The doctors told me this would happen....that my feet and legs and hips would start to fall apart become of this. There wasn't much I could do but to do some physical theropy and try to stretch out my heels some. It worked...but only temporally. But even if things go far worse and I end up unable to walk...I think I can deal with that in time...what I truely worry about is losing my job. I love my job, even if it requires me to stand. Therfore I intend to keep this as underwraps as possible...to just suffer through the pain and hope my insurance comes through fast so I can see a doctor again. It's been a few years since I've been treated for this condtion....maybe there have been some advancements.
Anyway....keep me in your thoughts. :)
Either way for the past few weeks the tendons in my heels are just not working they way they should be...it's amazing how fast my feet have been detorting in the past few days....overextering myself even a little...even standing up after just sitting around and taking it easy for hours. I'll have a sharp, stabbing pain in my heels, and after a while a throbing fatigue like pain. It's definatly starting to show up at work, I have to stand all day. For the past few days running or even some light dancing is well out of the question...to much pain involved.
So...at 22 I am getting the body of a 80 year old. :( I am not sure what I can do about other than to try to see some doctors that won't know what to do yet again. The doctors told me this would happen....that my feet and legs and hips would start to fall apart become of this. There wasn't much I could do but to do some physical theropy and try to stretch out my heels some. It worked...but only temporally. But even if things go far worse and I end up unable to walk...I think I can deal with that in time...what I truely worry about is losing my job. I love my job, even if it requires me to stand. Therfore I intend to keep this as underwraps as possible...to just suffer through the pain and hope my insurance comes through fast so I can see a doctor again. It's been a few years since I've been treated for this condtion....maybe there have been some advancements.
Anyway....keep me in your thoughts. :)