If you have the time...

[Laoghaire]

I'm slowly losing it... And I still have three more exams to go. It would have been easier if I passed my second Bachelor two years ago. My Master year is going great...

Tomorrow is THE day... The most horrible and difficult exam I ever had. This will be the 6th try. And I feel so utterly stupid telling you this. I hate that course so so so much. And I just cannot pass it. My points are getting better though. From a 3/20 to a 7/20. But that's still not enough...

Stress is getting me... Plus... My periods are due every day now. Plus... I suffer from a lack of light. It has been raining for a week in Belgium. It's depressing. I'm struggling with myself and I cannot find peace. I know what's going on, but I cannot get on top of it.

Please, please, send me some energy for tomorrow. Let me sleep through the night, without those crazy dreams. Keep me in your thoughts... Please, tell me I can do this... I have to do this...Light a candle for me...

Any tips to get past this stupid emotions?

[Eternal Night]

:hugz: :hugz: Aww hon try as hard as it is to stay positive.

Do something relaxing...pamper yourself, have a soak in the bath, light lots of candlse and listen to some music or read a book or just enjoy the silence.

It must be so hard and I wish you luck and if u need a chat u know where I am :hugz:

[Treegoddess]

I'm sending you peace and strength and prayers! You're going to do fine! Let go of all the negative energies and take the positive that I'm sending you. You can do this! :hugz:

[Lunacie]

Energies sent for calming, and for clarity so you can remember what you really do know.

[Xentor]

(((Laoghaire))) Moge geluk en kracht je pad verlichten.

[Laoghaire]

Thank you, each and every one of you... You don't know what this means to me. At this moment I'm calm. Maybe too calm... I'm tired and I want to sleep, but have to look at my book a little bit more. This time, I've tried to learn it all by heart...

You know, it isn't fair. The exam tomorrow is all about Dutch grammar, part II. It's a book, written by our own professor. Every professor, at every uni, has his own course.
The exam? I repeat, an exam about grammar? --> Multiple choice... Not kidding.
With a litte twist... For every wrong choice, you lose points.

I cannot get through multiple choice exam. I pass them when I'm lucky... I freak out when I read those four possibilities. And you know... There are 4 possible answers. Two of them are very very wrong. Even I can see that. One of those 4 is not quite correct. The last one is the correct one. Guess which answer I always pick... Yep, the 'almost-correct-one'. *sigh*

I try to think positive. I passed my third Bachelor year without any problems. I'm about to do the same with my Master. Will they really hold me back?

*sigh*

I'm off... Going to cram a little bit more. I'm scared and calm at the same time. Honestly... I'm not sure how I feel. I really don't.

*ranting away*

[phoenixrising]

While your cramming light a strong (and pleasant) smelling candle, then when you go to take the test bring something with you that smells like it. Memory and scent are closely related.

[Catiana]

:hugz:

[princeether]

Awww big hugs and grounding energy from England :)

I hope it went ok for you today x

[1111]

I'm slowly losing it... And I still have three more exams to go. It would have been easier if I passed my second Bachelor two years ago. My Master year is going great...

Tomorrow is THE day... The most horrible and difficult exam I ever had. This will be the 6th try. And I feel so utterly stupid telling you this. I hate that course so so so much. And I just cannot pass it. My points are getting better though. From a 3/20 to a 7/20. But that's still not enough...

Stress is getting me... Plus... My periods are due every day now. Plus... I suffer from a lack of light. It has been raining for a week in Belgium. It's depressing. I'm struggling with myself and I cannot find peace. I know what's going on, but I cannot get on top of it.

Please, please, send me some energy for tomorrow. Let me sleep through the night, without those crazy dreams. Keep me in your thoughts... Please, tell me I can do this... I have to do this...Light a candle for me...

Any tips to get past this stupid emotions?

Good luck. Positive energy sent!

[Willow Rosette]

Laoghaire!!!

Ohh honey Im sorry I didnt make it in time to read this but you are in my prayers for positive test results. I have complete faith that you can do this honey. If you need me Im just a PM away.

((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))))))

[Laoghaire]

Thank you, all of you... This means a lot to me!!

Yesterday... I don't know how it went. That's the thing with multiple choice exams. It was hard, I can tell you that. I had a burst of sudden inspiration when I was dealing with the last five questions (The most diffuclt five). I realised I made a mistake in the levels of the sentence, so I could solve one more question. Hopefully correct...

I wasn't stressed, what was quite strange. I slept deep, but not enough. Maybe that's the reason why... When I handed in my exam and walked outside, I had the feeling I was walking around a dream. It felt like I could wake up every minute and make that exam, again...

Two more to go...

My periods finally arrived, one day late. That's a relief...
And, the sun is shining!! I'm going out, just to get some light.

I feel much much better now...

Thank you all, so so so much!!

[Cassie]

Good luck with the next two. It looks like the positive energy is getting through to you; I'm sure things will go well. :hugz:

[Lunacie]

Hooray for the sunlight! (we have ice again here)

[Willow Rosette]

Yea!!! Honey Im so glad it was a semi positive experience. I will keep you in my prayers that the test score is a passing with flying colors and that you will do well on your other tests too.

Hugs from Toria and I :hugz:

[Philosophia]

Sending positive and calming energy to you! :hugz:

[Willow Rosette]

Laoghaire how did you do??? Any news??? Are you all done with tests for the moment???

[Laoghaire]

No, I have one more exam to go... Friday the 1st. Very late, but I didn't have a choice.

I will not know my result untill February. It takes some time... I'll have to be patient. But I'm used to that.

Thanks for caring! :hugz:

[Laoghaire]

For those who are still interested...

I did not pass my two exams from the Second Bachelor year
I did pass all my exams from my Master year.
(Best point, 16/20)

Insane... I feel stupid and smart at the same time. I did a great job in my third year, I'm doing even better in my Master. Why can I not pass those other two?

I was dissapointed... And angry... But it has faded away. It still lingers in my head, but I push it aside, as I have to start my second semester. I will pick these feeling back up in August, when it all starts over again and I can try it one more time. This time, I'll ask for guidance. My mom is angry because I did not try this earlier... Maybe I'm just too proud...

But I'll pass, you'll see... After all, I still haven't lost my confidence, and I'm very proud to say this.

[Lunacie]

If at first you don't succeed . . . ?

Great attitude, I'm sure it work out for you in time.

[Willow Rosette]

Yea on passing your Masters!!! I am sooo proud of you honey!!

As for the two Bachelor classes, you are smart and amazing. I have no doubt it can be done.

Honey I believe in you and so does every one here.

:hugz:

[Annorah]

Yea on passing your Masters!!! I am sooo proud of you honey!!

As for the two Bachelor classes, you are smart and amazing. I have no doubt it can be done.

Honey I believe in you and so does every one here.

:hugz:

Couldn't have put it better myself!

:hugz: