Slap some sense into me?

[Mirielle]

I know thats an odd title, but I'm seriously so lost right now and not sure what to do with my life.

I was fired in May after being robbed at gunpoint at my job...and things just seemed to snowball from there. I don't think I've fully gotten over it and well I've been trying to find a new job with no sucess.

I'm just curious if its always gonna be this way for me. =\

Also a relationship of 7 years deteriorated on me as well and a new guy has come in.

And in many ways this new guy seems to good to be true...

I'm not sure what to do :(

I don't think I'm really seeing things clearly anymore.

http://www.geocities.com/mcsailormoon/mirachart.gif

Here is my chart I hope you understand it better than I do!

If you for any reason get curious and want the charts of the guys too...let me know but I don't wanna ask for too much from ya.

[Xander67]

Holy shit that is a lot of Geometry!!!

Back in May/June, we had four planets go retrograde..

Pluto, Jupiter, Uranus, and Neptune.

many people experienced exremely powerful transformations because of the awesome power of this Cosmic Quartet..

Now that the planets have returned and are direct it is time to wake up and see what happened within us.

I posted a thread here somewhere about the four planetary retrogrades and their significance.. I am not even going to attempt to read that chart as it is highly complicated and I think one of the more experienced astrologers here would need to tackle this.

Just from looking at it however,
NO,
this is not a trend,
what are your skills? Are you currently collecting Unemployment? In school? Etc...

With reguards to the new boyfriend.

If he is not helping you he is only part of the problem and will weigh you down like a ball and chain.

If he is too good to be true, then chances are, he is... Go with your gut!

What does he do to make you feel better about yourself? Help you find a job? Help you improve yourself?

I believe that it is important to have goals! they are a roadmap for where you want to go. That way you can begin taking action to acheive them.. The only goal that is Unobtainable is the one you do not list!!

I try to surround myself with only the people who would help encourage me, and could help me reach my goals.. Yes, this means I basicly do not associate with most of my family because they are closed minded and always shoot down any idea i talk about with negativity..

so,
first things first.
What do you want out of life?
Why are you here on this planet NOW at this point in time?
What can you offer the world?

3 simple questions... meditate on them, do not answer right away, ask yourself those questions. Your Soul/spirit will answer you through meditation and dreams...

you can start making a list of things, an ongoing answer to those questions.. then, you will need to keep two separate Journals, a dream journal and a regular journal.. keep them PRIVATE. Use a pen and paper, or if you must use wordpad, Keep it simple and keep it private!

this will get you started while one of the other astrologers have a look at your chart.

Feel free to PM me if you have any specific questions..
Xander

[Mirielle]

THank you kindly for replying =) It means alot to me that someone said something! The journal thing is a good idea...and maybe i need to keep these things a bit more to myself considering i usually kinda tell the world whats going on.

is my chart...bad? lol i mean what do you mean about the geometry.

[Xander67]

bad?? oh good gods no, it is a work of art, 1984 was a great year to be born..

personally, I prefer the Sumerian Galactic true zodiac, but i need to research it a lot more..

[scorpiochick77]

Wow...what an amazing chart! Xander and me were just talking about all the geometric shapes in it...very rare, but a good thing.

I'm honestly not that great at interpreting charts as I only know the basics. I tend to cheat a little and go to astro.com and type in the info and get one there. :cutie:

Being born under the sign of Cancer, I'm sure you're very intuitive, sensitive, emotional and go with your gut instinct rather than just facts. I'll bet that you can read people well too. With that being said, if something sounds 'too good to be true to ya' then you're probably right on the money.

Add your Pisces moon in the mix...water, water, everywhere~ It's a GREAT thing. Your feelings run deep and you should always go with what you "feel" is right as you are very intune with your surroundings. I'd be willing to bet you even have psychic abilities.:)

[CzechWoods]

numerology info (my own system)

dont worry all too much, wait out the next few 5 years or so and your life will improve significantly

at the moments you have a lot of tension in the numbers

your dynamics are slowed down by self doubt mixed with moral values that are hard to reach, your statics are everything but static with way much creativity and fresh deas

around age 27/28, when your young adolescent phase ends this all will transform to better and best

your dynamics will become dynamic, with great success power, maybe also moving away or travels, but success energy anyway, your statics will provide stability through resting within and waiting out what cannot be solved at the moment.

around your mid fourties, you can find a stable equilibrated relationship that than is possible to last till death does part (if your partners numbers allow, of course)

and you will also be able - if desired - to work effectively in the fields of wellness and health/healing

at he moment your best bet is being employed although it doesnt work out well

it would be better you learned as much as possible of what skills yo might need to be self employed, which after age 28 is your best bet, and will sustain you.

you wont have much time to aquire skills in that time, so use your time now

(accounting, secretary, etc)

[Mirielle]

=) Thank you all for ur replies! <3 It makes me feel better for some reason to just feel heard and I will put alot of thought into all the things you guys said.

I do have gut feelings and such but I'm a very insecure person..so I don't always listen to them. Lol.

As for any abilities, the only ability I feel I have is being able to feel your emotions as if they were my own. I am pretty decent at reading people and taking away their pain. That is the only thing I think have for now. If it develops into anything more than...wewt! But I am still a newbie. =D

As for the too good to be true guy, I wish I could turn off the damn rose colored goggles so I could tell for sure =( DAMN YOU ROSE COLORED GOGGLES!

[scorpiochick77]

=) Thank you all for ur replies! <3 It makes me feel better for some reason to just feel heard and I will put alot of thought into all the things you guys said.

I do have gut feelings and such but I'm a very insecure person..so I don't always listen to them. Lol.

As for any abilities, the only ability I feel I have is being able to feel your emotions as if they were my own. I am pretty decent at reading people and taking away their pain. That is the only thing I think have for now. If it develops into anything more than...wewt! But I am still a newbie. =D

As for the too good to be true guy, I wish I could turn off the damn rose colored goggles so I could tell for sure =( DAMN YOU ROSE COLORED GOGGLES!


A fellow empath indeed...I KNEW it! It's a blessing to have such a great gift. I really wish you wouldn't feel insecure though. You can and already have touched many people's lives more than you'll ever know. Why do you think so many people turn to you for advice and complete strangers turn to you? You're like a beacon of light on someones darkest days. And considering you're born under the sign of cancer....well you're a natural at taking care of everyone else and neglecting your own needs. It's your nature to make everyone else comfortable but please take time out for yourself. You will have to shield yourself or you can become very sick from absorbing everyone else's emotions like a sponge. :hugz:

[Valkie]

Welcome to a Pluto transit Love.

Pluto is currently hanging around the end of Sag, has been for quite a few months and should be finishing it's transition into Cappy now.

You'll notice that your Neptune is at 29* Sag and your natal Pluto is at 29* Libra, so this is a significant transit for you. It's been a time of dissolving illusions and transforming yourself in areas that revolve around security, foundations, partnerships, fun love and sexual relationships.

Take a step back from yourself and look back at what you have gone through for the past year and what you have learned from it. Pay attention.

Since you lost the job, it obviously wasn't right for you. Put it behind you and move on. Your relationship is another matter.

Is it worth saving? That is something that only you can answer. Do you have room, opportunity and encouragement to grow? Can your significant other handle that growth? You are not the same person that you were 7 years ago and these are questions that you really have to answer.

On a positive note, once Pluto comes into contact with your natal Jupiter, is shows an unique opportunity for you. There is great positive growth potential here, especially in your romantic life with Jupiter being the ruler of the 5th and accidentally dignified in the 5th.

Go over what you have learned and know that this is only temporary. Best of luck over the next year.

I know thats an odd title, but I'm seriously so lost right now and not sure what to do with my life.

I was fired in May after being robbed at gunpoint at my job...and things just seemed to snowball from there. I don't think I've fully gotten over it and well I've been trying to find a new job with no sucess.

I'm just curious if its always gonna be this way for me. =\

Also a relationship of 7 years deteriorated on me as well and a new guy has come in.

And in many ways this new guy seems to good to be true...

I'm not sure what to do :(

I don't think I'm really seeing things clearly anymore.

http://www.geocities.com/mcsailormoon/mirachart.gif

Here is my chart I hope you understand it better than I do!

If you for any reason get curious and want the charts of the guys too...let me know but I don't wanna ask for too much from ya.

[Mirielle]

Oh! Thank you!

Yeah, I really do need to take a step back and think. x_x;

This was really informative and I really appreciate you takin the time to do this for me =)




Welcome to a Pluto transit Love.

Pluto is currently hanging around the end of Sag, has been for quite a few months and should be finishing it's transition into Cappy now.

You'll notice that your Neptune is at 29* Sag and your natal Pluto is at 29* Libra, so this is a significant transit for you. It's been a time of dissolving illusions and transforming yourself in areas that revolve around security, foundations, partnerships, fun love and sexual relationships.

Take a step back from yourself and look back at what you have gone through for the past year and what you have learned from it. Pay attention.

Since you lost the job, it obviously wasn't right for you. Put it behind you and move on. Your relationship is another matter.

Is it worth saving? That is something that only you can answer. Do you have room, opportunity and encouragement to grow? Can your significant other handle that growth? You are not the same person that you were 7 years ago and these are questions that you really have to answer.

On a positive note, once Pluto comes into contact with your natal Jupiter, is shows an unique opportunity for you. There is great positive growth potential here, especially in your romantic life with Jupiter being the ruler of the 5th and accidentally dignified in the 5th.

Go over what you have learned and know that this is only temporary. Best of luck over the next year.