Very worn down, depressed, sick and tired. Please Help.

[awyrdone]

Hi everyone!

I really hate asking for help...but things are BAD. I'm graduating in two months from college-I should be excited, filled with hope and optimistic but I'm not. I have been sleeping the past year as much as my schedule will allow, I feel ugly, pessimistic, tired, worthless and like I'll never really fit in anywhere. I've been sick too many times and now I have bronchitis. I'm getting ready to break up with my boyfriend because it's just not working out betwen us-he's not happy and I'm not either. This just cannot go on. I've got too much to do and way too little to run off of. Please help.
Thanks-
K

[Hoot]

(((awyrdone))) you're going through a lot of transitions in your life. As you say, graduation should be a happy time for you, but it's being overshadowed by a lot of negativity you're feeling about yourself, illness, and a breakup. And now that you're this close to it, maybe you see graduation as a phyrric victory, and the future beyond it with some apprehension. That happens, and it can drain the joy out of what we've worked hard to accomplish. If you can manage to set some quiet times aside for yourself, to think of all the smaller accomplishments and sacrifices you made that led you to this one, perhaps you will begin to see yourself and your situation in a better light. And try not to worry too much about the future - we always do (I'm the world's worst), but all of its 'what ifs' rarely play out as badly as we imagine they will. As for your boyfriend, you know what's best there, so trust your heart.

Love to you, with energy for strength to find another view of yourself and your life right now. :hugz:

[Romani Vixen]

((((huggs))))

Take care of yourself first!!!! See the dr about your health... and if you have a day off... don't frett about telling your bf that you need time to sleep in and study!!! energy sent your way!!

[FeatherGoblinglimmer]

Huggles and happy , well energies sent((()))

[Witchzee1]

Sending hundreds of :hugz: and lots of positive, healing energy your way.

[LadyOak]

Energy sent your way.....

[Pesha]

Know that you are a child of the Universe and as such have the right to happiness. You are wonderful and energies are sent to help you through this time.

BB
DS.

[Nighthawk]

You are a worthy person.. In time, honestly, this will feel better...just not now. I am sorry... we are here....

[Jenet]

((((awyrdone)))) :hugz: Also congratulations on the graduation. :graduate:
Much energy heading your way, you seem to know what you want to do in your life right now, may all the gods grant you the strength to do it and see that it's for the best.

[Raydreamer]

Energy vibes your way...and bubs...get some sleep, a good nights rest can do wonders...and don't feel alone! :hugz:

[Lunacie]

Sleeping too much, feeling ugly, pessimistic, tired, worthless? Been there, done that. It's called clinical depression. I struggled with it for years. The doctor didn't offer me prozac or zanex until I was finally coping well on my own and didn't need them anymore. Please go and talk to the nurse or doctor at the college infirmary, okay? Sending hugs and energy for you to feel better and more hopeful. (((Awyrdone)))