Need energy

[Lilith79]

I don't know who did this to our family, and I don't really care too much. I have my suspicions, and I have bound that person by the power of three that what they put out will come back to them. Someone reported us to CPS stating that our home is filthy-it isn't, it's just cluttered because our space is too small for us. We live in a 12x70 2 bedroom trailer with 5 people-2 adults and 3 kids. They stated that dh has threatened to leave me and take the 2 youngest since ds isn't biologically his. This is true, but I have denied that fact. We are being reccomended for services to help the children mind and help de-clutter the house. I'll admit that I am not the best housekeeper and I do get frazzeled with the kids. It is difficult to clean the house with 3 children under 5 who don't always mind and get into things they shouldn't. I can't even go to the bathroom alone, I have to take our 2 year old with me since she is the biggest problem.

I am requesting that things go well and that I can get things under control. Dh works 3rd shift and isn't much help around the house. I am also requesting that things go well with us looking for a house and that we can get into a bigger place. I think a lot of our problems will be cleared up when we move to a bigger place and away from who I think is causing this. This is the second time since we moved here (11/02) that CPS got called on us and I am SICK of it. I am not denying responsibilty for the house, I'm asking for energy to help make it better.

I love this community and I thank you for putting out energy for us. :floating: :huddle:

[DraconisArcanus]

Sending you energy, hope, and peace!

[Shanti]

I live in a 14x70 with 2 adults and 2 kids that are 6 and 4 yrs old, plus one big dog and 2 little ones.
I know how hard it is.
In such a small place it looks like a mess fast. Within 10 minutes of the kids getting up the house starts looking like a mess.
The CPS should try living with 5 in a trailer.
If you had a BIG house it would prob look nice because there would be room for stuff.
Not to many realize how hard it is to keep a trailer from looking cluttered.
Nor do they realize that its a cheap way to live for those who cant afford high house payments or rent.
My mort was only 175 per month...paid it off 5 years ago.
A house in my area is like 1,000-1,500 a month and rents......
They are nuts...a small 2 bedroom, no pets, no utilities starts in the 600+ range.

I really hope you get this pain out of your life.

Sending what energy I can.

[Lilith79]

Shanti-I hear you on the space issue and the cost. We pay 175 mort and 300 lot rent. This is the WORST park in town-mainly due to drugs (marjunana and meth labs :( ) and bad parents (ppl who let their kids run wild and don't give a damn about them). We HATE it here. We only live here bc dh was out of work and we had to move from where we were. Family was willing to help, but only if we bought this place. To make matters worse-this place was built in 1974 so it's old and not in good shape. Dh had to replace the living room floor last spring because it was rotting out and had weak spots. Goddess help us when we go to sell!

Ty for the energy. :)

[Jenne]

OMG, I give it up to you for all your strength. You get more energy from me, that's for sure.


:hugz:

[Shanti]

We are recovering from my hubbys loooong layoff. We hope in the future to expand on our place. We're lucky we got 1 acre plus and we're in the country.

I hope you get it sold ok.

Wishing you a peaceful place to live in your future.

This really sucks that your going through this BS.
I really feel for you.
I will burn a candle for yous tonight.

[WynnJera]

Energy on the way hun ... keep your chin up ... :) .. My thoughts and prayers are with you :)

[FaerieLuma]

Sending you energies and wishing your situation gets better!:hugz:

[Lunacie]

(((hugs))) and energy on the way for things to get better so you can move on up.

I am so grateful that we found a lovely 16 x 80, three bedroom, two bath that is only 11 years old. It was a one owner home, an older couple who took excellent care of it. There are four of us here, me (gramma), my daughter (mom), and two girls ages 6 and 2, and the cat of course. It's hard to believe lot rent costs so much less here, ours is only 200 a month and includes water. But the water pressure is so low it really sucks.

[Tea Leaf]

Energy Sent.

[Saphra]

energy to you and yours hun, that sounds horrible

[Nighthawk]

Hmm, I am sending energy and peace... just do the best you can

[Pesha]

energies sent for calm and balance and for everything to come out right for you.

BB
DS.

[nomadicdragon]

((hugs)) & energy