Need some good thoughts

[Jenne]

I need some good thoughts and positive energies for me for Thursday morning. I'm having what's called a Flex Sigmoidoscopy. I think I just have Irritable Bowel Syndrome, but they want to "rule out everything else" first before they diagnose me as such. So yeah, I have to "empty out" and have a 6-8" camera invade my intestines.

So please, whatever you all can spare, I'd really really appreciate it. I'm pretty positive they'll find nothing wrong, but just the slightest chance that there IS something really gets to me.

Thanks all! :hugz:

[Hope]

smiles

well may it be performed with ease and comfort ((hugs))

and find only good health!

love
hope

[HorseCrow]

(((Energy and positive thoughts)))

[Pesha]

Agh honey, I have had one of those tests. It will be ok. Relaxing vibes and healing calm are sent to you.

BB
DS.

[Jenne]

Thanks, Guys. I'm trying to not be a baby about it. I really appreciate the kind words! :) :hugz:

[Phi]

I had that too, not pleasant, but you will be fine. Blessings to you.

[13thChylde]

I've had that test twice, it's not all that bad, once you get a hit of that liquid valium :zzz:

Are they checking for Celiac Sprue as well? Make sure they do.

(((((Jenne)))))

[Calyx]

Is that the same as a colonoscopy?

You will be ok, sweetie! Lots of love light and good procedure energy coming your way! :hugz:

Drugs, not hugs!! :hehehehe:

[Faerwolf]

My name is Faerwolf, and today my heart hangs heavy. First of all my mother,a wonderfull inspriring woman is going through a terrible ordeal. Almost a year ago i found out that my stepfather was beating her. Outraged i wished for his death, which is horrible, but we all know that the love for our mothers is something very powerfull in itself. After she found the strength to leave him, he has still been hurting her greatly. He is not taking responsibility for the things he needs to do to finnish to get the divorce final. He is a truly disturbed man. And even though they are seperated he still is hurting her. She is coming up to her court date and she and all of our family and friends are pulling for her strength. He stole her self-esteem and her pride and her love. I know that he will get his in the end but right now it seems that he is simply happy by dragging out these proceeding because he knows that way he still is in control. His name is Phil McDonald.

I have tried to take care of my mother for a long time. After my father left she was a mess and our roles of mother-child were revesered. I know that she is a grown woman but it is hard to erase so many years of feeling responsible for her. When i came to college i was free of all of that and litterally i went crazy. I got a DWI, i started doing cocaine, weed, and all kinds of other horrible things. I dropped out of school and sank into a deep depression. I lost all self confidence in myself. I have been working for the last year to get it back and i have been very successful. Not as successful as i wish i could have been but it's been difficult pulling myself out. Two night ago i got a DWI. I knew i shouldn't have been driving, and i'm not making excuses. I broke the law and i will have to handle this like an adult, responsibly. I wanted to kill myself for being so stupid. I know that's not the answer but i feel like i have fallen right back down. Before i would have let it absorb me and ruin me. This time i'm not. This time i am taking this as a test. I i plan to pass with flying colors.

I need to be strong for myself, my mother, and my family, and she needs to be strong for herself. I would greatly appreciate any help. I know it may sound like a silly quest but since i have put my faith back into The Goddess and God and myself i feel like , here on this online community i have silent family and friends.

Blessed Be to all who know love. And Blessed Be to all who are finding it.
Faerwolf

[Jenne]

Hugs to you, Faerwolf...hope life gets easier for you. You'll probably get more energy sent your way if you move this to an original thread of your own (tho I'll share--you're definitely worthy of the energy sent, that's for sure ! :)) :hugz:


Calyx, it's sort of the same, just shorter. They don't go all through the whole maze of your inestines, just 8-25" of it, lol.

Phi, thanks for the confidence, Hon. I need it.

13thC, I don't think they'll be giving me meds. UGH. Maybe if my hubby (he's going w/me and he's a doc) gets surly, they might. LOL As for the Celiac Sprue, hm, don't know. LOL All I know is, if they find polyps, they'll biopsy them! Thanks for the advice, tho! :)

HC, Hope and DS, thank you so much for your support as well...I'm hangin' in there...

I took the mag citrate and the dulcolax, so it's just um, how to say this delicately?, fleet time tmro morning. I'm sure all will be well...I'll just have to remember to relax...otherwise, :doh2:

[The Renegade Divo]

Energy sent...

Have trust, and always keep hope...

[Jenne]

Ok, I'm doing ok. YAY! LOL Cept, still have IBS. (boo!) But, better the ibs than friggn' cancer. So my results were pretty much immediate. It was HELL going through the prep, but I guess the knowledge was worth it!

Thanks for all the positive energies, from those who pm'd me and those who cp'd me as well!

:hugz: to you all!

[Hope]

((hugs)) glad you got the better news

love
hope