redrobin
August 26th, 2004, 12:25 AM
Sorry to anyone this might seem trivial too, but this is something that matters alot to me...
I spent about nine or ten months being totally head over heels for a boy I met doing the school play. In June I heard a nasty rumor about him and believed it for awhile because I'm paranoid like that. In a very short time I ultimately decided it probably wasn't true because it didn't make sense (by now I've decided it definately isn't true), but I also found that I just didn't feel the same way for him anymore. I decided I'd just gotten over it, decided he wasn't right for me in a relationship anyway... he's too young, and too immature. I still wanted to be friends though so I called him again after awhile and we talked for an hour and I was wondering why I was so happy to hear that he was happy to hear from me, and why my heart still lit up when I made him laugh, and remembering all the things that made me decide that it was okay if he was immature and love him anyway. So I don't know how I feel about him. I'm pretty sure I'm over it, but I'm also pretty sure parts of me still love and care about him very much. How can you tell when you're over someone, cuz I hate being confused like this.
I spent about nine or ten months being totally head over heels for a boy I met doing the school play. In June I heard a nasty rumor about him and believed it for awhile because I'm paranoid like that. In a very short time I ultimately decided it probably wasn't true because it didn't make sense (by now I've decided it definately isn't true), but I also found that I just didn't feel the same way for him anymore. I decided I'd just gotten over it, decided he wasn't right for me in a relationship anyway... he's too young, and too immature. I still wanted to be friends though so I called him again after awhile and we talked for an hour and I was wondering why I was so happy to hear that he was happy to hear from me, and why my heart still lit up when I made him laugh, and remembering all the things that made me decide that it was okay if he was immature and love him anyway. So I don't know how I feel about him. I'm pretty sure I'm over it, but I'm also pretty sure parts of me still love and care about him very much. How can you tell when you're over someone, cuz I hate being confused like this.