The Downward Spiral into Darkness.

[Wolf O Volos]

Gods forgive me for being the fool I am....


Anybody who has the energy to spare... I am at a point in my life right now where I feel like NOTHING in this world will ever make my heart feel whole again. I have no will to keep going. I long to just fall into a deep dark place, and fade away, where nothing can ever hurt me, where I never have to *feel* anything again. I am even scared to feel happy. Because I know if I feel happy again, it is only setting me up for the next big drop....

So, if anyone has the thought, or the care, I am asking you for a few prayers, maybe some energy to be able to wake up and face the next day, something that I can use to drag myself out of this terrible and surrounding darkness that has suddenly taken every last reserve of light I had left in me.

Goddess bless

[Teresa]

:hugz: energy sent Hun !

[6th Angel]

Energy on the way.................................................................................

I know the feeling, if you ever need to talk PM me. I´m all ears. :hugz:

[Rowan Darkmoon]

Energy and prayers sent. May the All watch over you and give you the strength you need at this time, or help you to find the light that is left. There is always light, even when it feels like it has forsaken you. It's still there. Many of us have been in your position before, myself included. So if you ever need to talk, feel free to PM me. I'll keep you in my thoughts.

[lilromantyc]

I know that feeling very well. I've been fighting that for several months now. So if you ever ever need to talk, or even just a shoulder to lean on for a bit, I'll be here. Just PM me. I'm on all the time. I'll keep you in my thoughts and send some positive energy your way.

[Wiccan Princess]

I've felt that way many times... so you're not alone. I hope the Goddess grants you wisdom to get through this difficult time, and just remember this: "This too shall pass."

You're in my thoughts :)

[DeerWolf]

:hugz: :hugz: :hugz: Positive thoughts and energy sent>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

[Wolf O Volos]

Thank you to all who have posted so far, and to a few who did not post, but left encouragement in their Karma pokes.
Your thoughts and prayers are appreciated.

[Threase]

Thank you to all who have posted so far, and to a few who did not post, but left encouragement in their Karma pokes.
Your thoughts and prayers are appreciated.

You know I'm here for you Wolfie... loads of energy sent, I'm here if you need me... :hugz:

[Gwenhwyfar]

I know how you feel, Ill be keeping you in my prayers.

[OriginalWacky]

Okay, this may anger you, but I'm going to say it anyway.

STOP IT.

You are NOT a fool.

You are cared about, loved, and liked. Heck yeah, you may have those that don't feel that way about you, but they DO NOT COUNT.

I want you to stick around. There are plenty of folks who may say that "just because" you're human. Well, that's not my reason. I do because underneath the sadness, the hurt, and the aching, I sense a wonderful person in you.

But you have to get up on your feet, make your happiness happen, and work for it.

We'll be here to support you and help you all you need. I'm lighting a candle.

[LadyTrinity]

:hugz:

[magick_faerie]

im sorry...

[~*Ginger*~]

:hugz:

[violet rain]

Sending ALOT of love and light and healing energies ((((())))))) :hugz:

[Verthandi]

energy's been sent :hugz:

[macrocosim144]

First it is important to face that which is pulling at you and see it for what it is … call it out and remove it from your protective sphere. Then you can begin to usher in all the love and light we are all sending you. Don’t forget that in those dark moments lay seeds of inspiration which once brought to the forefront can bring you roaring out of the darkness and into a better place … surely there must be some memories, thoughts or ideas within you that can uplift your heart with the true knowledge and purpose of your wonderfully unique spirit.

Love and light to you

[ObsidianSunrise]

Energy sent.

[misty]

*hugs* to you, babe! I hope that you are feeling better about things and if you need anything...I am just down the road!

[Puppetmaker40]

Hugs and Energy to you.

I have been there and it is not a fun place. Things will get better and eventually maybe you can look at all this as a learning experience.
PM

[dying shadow]

hey bro
just hang in there
things always seem bad but dont worry there are people here that are willing to help and make you feel better
if you want to talk just pm me im always here to help

[Wolf O Volos]

Thanks for the renewed support all. This thread was over a month old when It got revamped, and bumped back up to the front by My Buddy Misty... But the thoughts, energies, and prayers are still as appreciated as ever.

And to let folks know, things have become just a touch better. I am gettin to a point where I can be Part of the Darkness without it taking over totally... I found that after I stopped fighting with it, and denying it, and just Accepted that it was a part of what made me who I am... well, it is a LOT more managable now.

And to be honest, I don't know where I would be without my friends here on MW. Those of you who have REALLY been here for moe know who you are, and I love and appreciate you more than you could know. Much love and respect to anyone else who has put any effort into sending me warm thoughts, happy energies, or concerned prayers as well.

[seekerofknwoledge]

i may not know you
i may not see you
but know that i am with you
always

i hope things get better for you very soon, and i am sending my love and prayers.-seeker

[Aleannah]

I am glad to hear you are doing somewhat better....sending energy to you to continue to feel better :hugz:

[Morgan__]

I'm sending love and light your way. Been there myself recently after a few major shocking events in my life....When someone tells you "This too will pass, you'll get through it", it doesn't feel helpful at the time, but be faithfull, you will get through. As painfull as it is, we have to go through it, not around or under it. We pass though and are transformed by the experience! Soften and open the heart chakra area (as often as you can, consciously relax and open that center) it helps to let the painfull energy pass through so we don't hold on to it by being closed and tense in that area......

[DixieWitch]

Energies sent.

[Jenne]

:hugz: Hang in there Wolf-Dude...