someone please help me

[dying shadow]

i am so tired of life right now
i wish it would all just end
im fighting with my family my friends
everyone is pushing away
i just want a little support from some of the people here
give me a hand guys send some spells my way and make me feel better
if it helps you understand my situation any better im a 16 year old bi-polar teen who just needs a place to fit in
it looks like this is the place to start
send one on one help to tairerusan@aol.com
oh btw my name is Tyrel if anyone would like to know

[Vetteman]

Dont really know how to answer this, but hang in there, you really dont want it all to end or you wouldnt have asked for help. There are always people here at least to listen. There were times when I was your age, I thought the same things, and that is some 30 years ago, now Im glad I hung around.


:welcome: :huddle:

[OriginalWacky]

i am so tired of life right now
i wish it would all just end
im fighting with my family my friends
everyone is pushing away
i just want a little support from some of the people here
give me a hand guys send some spells my way and make me feel better
if it helps you understand my situation any better im a 16 year old bi-polar teen who just needs a place to fit in
it looks like this is the place to start
send one on one help to tairerusan@aol.com
oh btw my name is Tyrel if anyone would like to know
Sweetie, as a 35 year old bi polar, I can tell you that it DOES get better. A spell or three may or may not help you. If you can find it within yourself to get through one day at a time, that's how you can get through it all. Although it's a cliche, "This too shall pass" is something I have to keep in mind on a regular basis.

There are quite a few of us around here who are bipolar, so you have plenty of company. If you need someone to talk to immediately, check in the MW Helping Hands area, and post there. Someone whould respond within an hour or two at most. If I am on (OriginalWacky if you want to IM- I'm mostly on in the evenings), please feel most welcome to IM me, and I will be happy to just talk to you.

For now, I'll send energy your way, and light a candle. Just tie a knot in the end of your rope and hang on. You can do it.

[Mab]

I'm sorry, hon. I don't have much energy to spare lately. Am struggling with depression myself. I'll be praying for you. Just keep on keeping on, Sweetie. There are a lot of us here struggling. If we help each other, we find the energy to keep going ourselves.

hugs to you.

[Mithrea]

:hugz:

We are here. Talk to us.

[MoonDragn]

I have always found meditation to help. When things trouble you, just ground, center and release all your negative energy back to the earth and receive pure cleansing energy back.

I have also found that writing depressing poetry helps, get your feelings out into your words. It doesn't have to be good poetry, just something from the heart.

Heres an example...

Astray

A girl wandered up to me today
sad eyes with smiles all worn away
With whispers of joy in her violet eyes
cried out in tears run all astray

She spoke not a word nor sound awoke
but as we slept of the sea she spoke
of emerald waves where dreams arise
and jet black rocks that flotsams prize

Come sail away with me she said
and ride with me to death's simple bed
deep treasures the sea doth hide
but les we sleep we shall just ride

and away I said I shall be with thee
as I wandered into sleep
but when I woke the silence greeted
my simple dream was but defeated

For the girl had but gone away
and left not what nor where she stayed
the wind knew not what to say
only silently echo my sigh
---
FIN

[Verthandi]

:hugz:

[Teresa]

Sending You comforting energies !

[MommyFortuna]

Our hearts are full of love for you. Do not dispair for we hear and send all of our energies.

[dying shadow]

id like to thank everyone for trying to help me

[Unorthodox]

:hugz:

[ObsidianSunrise]

:hugz: Hang in there Hun! Just being 16 is hard enough without anything else thrown in to the mix. I can still remember being 16 and not being one of the 'in' crowd in my school and town. And being chronically depressed only made it worse. I found that writing helped me to cope. And looking back on some of the things I wrote back then, you can tell when things were bleak and when they were awesome. Just reading your opening post, it was like a poem in it's own way. I think you would be very good at writing. And it does help, really. My IM and email address are in my signature, so if you ever see me on and need to talk just shout. My Yahoo IM might not be on or show me as on, but if you email me I'll know within 20 mins and turn Yahoo on.

Some positive, feel-good energy is on the way. And remember, you aren't alone, we are all here when you need us. :hugz: