Isil Darkmoon
December 22nd, 2004, 02:42 PM
I'm leaving in about 45 minutes to fly to Houston for two weeks over the holidays. I hate traveling, I'm horribly afraid of airplans, so that lone is probably gonna tweak me out.
Then I have to, well, spend two weeks wiht my family. While they're decent enough people, they REALLY wear me down. Dad and I get along quite well, but I ALWAYS end up butting heads, repeately, with my mother and grandmother. I can't remember a totally peaceful holiday in the past 10 years... every time I see them, I come back with a twisted self-image, excessive guilt, and lower self esteem than even normal. I don't have the reserves to spare right now.
Then I have to, well, spend two weeks wiht my family. While they're decent enough people, they REALLY wear me down. Dad and I get along quite well, but I ALWAYS end up butting heads, repeately, with my mother and grandmother. I can't remember a totally peaceful holiday in the past 10 years... every time I see them, I come back with a twisted self-image, excessive guilt, and lower self esteem than even normal. I don't have the reserves to spare right now.