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awyrdone
January 1st, 2005, 10:04 PM
Ok, so latley I have not been remembering my dreams. Furthermore, the glimpses I have cauht have been rather normal. out of nowhere comes this-
This is a two night saga dream that is really tripping me out, and they are pretty odd. I'm still working on what they might mean, any input would be cool. Here goes:
The first night I am walking aone in the woods. There's a indian farm in a clearing with beautiful fruits, crazy colors and a pretty mist. The moon is so bright and I feel intoxicated. I see these rays going on a line, some in threes some in more sets, thin all over the place. I reach out to touch them and my hand flies into them into like another dimension. This is kinda freaking me out and then I spy a person who looks really familiar walking up. We knew each other, but did not. He was really quiet and beautiful. We just started talking with no words and had an understanding...he was like a teacher or something. I asked him what these things were and he said ley lines, like seeing them this clear everyday is normal. So in my dream I had a panic attack because I saw them so clear and knew that I could never be normal ever again. I was so scared of him then, and ran away.

Then during a nap today the second part came. I was at work, and going to the computer in my pajamas. I think I lived there, so I just crawled to my computer and started doing research and traces, half asleep. All the other ppl. at work were pissed off b/c I was the boss's favorite and I was in my pajamas. We were all hanging out after a meeting, and it became clear to me that there was a lot of intrigue. Then I started looking for a house in a beach town, but not the one I want to move to in real life. It's a smalller and sucky town, so I was kinda upset, but I found a house in the water that was beautiful for 200 dolllars. The ad said units on the creepy street (cant remember the name of the st.) run for 200.
The house turned into my ex-bf's mothers's house. There were all of these older women there, the house had no doors, so people were coming in through the window. There was a visitor so i pushed the glass into a wavy ripple, aside...but she was still too fat to get in so we broke the big window to let her in.
I went out and ran into someone I knew, but didn't know. She was a girl my age and really country. We were out on the lawn and she was trying to flag her freind down because he just missed the house. She hollered at him, and I watched hime drive on two wheels in reverse. Everyone on the road was running over everything, even people and I knew things were screwy. We went inside, then it was my parent's house. I was looking out the HUGE window in the living room and I saw a real UFO. I told them and they were going on like everything was eally normal. I couldnt stop watching, and a blur came to the window. I knew what it was, but wouldnt let myself see it. It came into focus, and it was an alien. I started freaking out because I really knew it was the end and I tried to warn my family, but I didn't want them to think I had lost it. The thing came into the house and my family all started blleding and dying. I couldnt move or anything, there was nothing I could do. It spared me and I was screaming it is really the end, it's real and it put knives in me. I was paralyzed by knives and woke up in paralylisis.

That is the most $%%#$ up dream. any comments?

Windsmith
January 10th, 2005, 10:42 PM
Hi, awyrdone. I hope I can offer a little assistance on a couple parts of your dream. I practice a form of dream interpretation where I take the dream on as my own; I can't speak to every part, but there are some things that caught my attention. So.

In thinking about my dream, I think about the saying, "When the student is ready, the teacher appears." I wonder if the teacher I saw was a spirit guide/teacher or a symbol of my being ready for a teacher in waking life. When I wake up from my dream, I'll consider doing some trance/journey/meditation to see whether this is a teacher from the spirit realms. If not, I'll spend some time meditating on what's going on in my life that I need some instruction about.

Of course, in my dream I panicked & ran from the teacher. I want to think if there's something I'm trying to force myself to learn that I'm not really ready for yet.

In my dream the woman who's too big to get inside any way but by breaking a window symbolizes some change in my life, some new presence or energy that's too much for me to handle without doing myself serious damage. I wonder if this part of my dream represents the same thing I was running from in the "teacher" scene. I wonder the same thing about the UFO & the alien coming to the window. What is so huge & strange & new in my life that could cause me & mine serious damage?

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About waking up paralyzed - this is something I have experienced many times before. When we are in REM sleep, we have a paralyzation mechanism to prevent us from enacting our dreams. Some people, though, occasionally wake up before the mechanism completely turns off. I just found an article about it here: "In Your Wildest Dreams." (http://www.strangehorizons.com/2003/20030630/wildest_dreams.shtml) I know that doesn't help in the middle of the night when you laying there frozen, but I think it helps to know you're not the only one it happens to.

Hope some of this helps some!

-Windsmith