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  • #76
    let me sleep

    i don't want to feel this, or anything for a while
    thats why they sing to me
    so i can feel nothing
    feel nothing
    nothing

    short process, tiny ritual, brilliant little pixie dust = sleeping heavy deep velvet nothing dark soft comfort

    lack of thought process

    there is a dull ache in me
    and part of me is screaming
    part is enraged
    part is in tears
    part is throwing a rightous tantrum
    and Sixx,
    well she is whispering
    whipsering ugly things in my ear
    liar
    bastard
    not trustworthy
    mean
    cruel
    vicious
    cheating
    lier
    lier
    lier
    never true, not a word
    lied from the start
    we made a mistake
    you should have listened.

    “I think witches, of all people, are attuned to the weird.
    That's how we get our rep, I suppose.”
    -snapdragon-

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    • #77
      Lord and Lady

      help

      help me to put this away for awhile without resorting to means that are harmful

      i just want to feel clean and normal for a minute.

      quiet is ruinous
      give me busy
      and tumult
      give me crashing cymbols and natural disasters

      anything to take my mind off of this unnatural one



      my heart is yours

      “I think witches, of all people, are attuned to the weird.
      That's how we get our rep, I suppose.”
      -snapdragon-

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      • #78
        I'm bleeding for you, can you not see that?

        “I think witches, of all people, are attuned to the weird.
        That's how we get our rep, I suppose.”
        -snapdragon-

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        • #79
          and i'll still be bleeding tomorrow.
          and i'll still love you tomorrow.

          i'm sorry

          “I think witches, of all people, are attuned to the weird.
          That's how we get our rep, I suppose.”
          -snapdragon-

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          • #80
            help please, i've never quite been so close to the edge i think as i am now. part of me keeps screaming to "get over yourself" part of me wants to just die. help please. help me keep breathing. sixx is in a rage liar liar liar bullshit artist help help help please crisis here emergency i need to run away but i can't i have to write this letter and get this out my imagination is running away with me. i want to go to sleep so bad right now. please please help i don't believe anything is true.

            “I think witches, of all people, are attuned to the weird.
            That's how we get our rep, I suppose.”
            -snapdragon-

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            • #81
              and so

              you have made me do something i promised i never would

              you made me

              turn my back on you

              “I think witches, of all people, are attuned to the weird.
              That's how we get our rep, I suppose.”
              -snapdragon-

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              • #82
                and so,

                just when i thought it was over, just when i thought i could put down this load, just when i started to feel on my own again instead of alone again.

                you come knocking.

                and now,
                i feel like i am a harpy for harrassing you, i'm terrified, i feel that knot in my stomach, that burning that can only be my own fear of you, and what you have to say to me.

                Lilly is shaking in her shoes, but shes not crying now, we only just got her calmed down, i hope this does not rile her up again.

                Circe is shaking her head with a sigh, she just got this settled, does not want to go back into hell thank you very much. She worked really hard to hold this whole thing together. There were thoughts, real solid thoughts of suicide on this one. thats just not something anyone is ready to face again right now.

                Sixx is sleeping, finally sleeping again. That sister is better left alone right now. Her rage is something I just don't want to deal with. because she is right on some things, and that won't answer any questions.

                I had a dream last night and you were in it. I was shopping at the mall, I think Raven was there with me, and I saw you browsing, you did not see me. I walked up to you, smirking, because I sort of knew that you would be there, I knew that I would get to confront you. I walked up to you and said something along the lines of "so, are you ever going to talk to me again?" I was sassy about it. You looked at me, you looked tormented and asked me "are you ever going to stop torturing me?"

                and today, you came knocking again.

                just when I became resigned, and dedicated to having you out of my life, you put your toe back in the door.

                I don't know if i can open it.

                “I think witches, of all people, are attuned to the weird.
                That's how we get our rep, I suppose.”
                -snapdragon-

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                • #83
                  I am so sick of being sick.
                  germs be gone!!!!

                  “I think witches, of all people, are attuned to the weird.
                  That's how we get our rep, I suppose.”
                  -snapdragon-

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                  • #84
                    its time to move on, so lets move on.

                    “I think witches, of all people, are attuned to the weird.
                    That's how we get our rep, I suppose.”
                    -snapdragon-

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                    • #85
                      Ok, so how when and why have i dredged up this urge to torture myself?? I mean really, wtf? why waste my time looking for information that i don't want, cheese and crackers. i quit.

                      “I think witches, of all people, are attuned to the weird.
                      That's how we get our rep, I suppose.”
                      -snapdragon-

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                      • #86
                        ok

                        so i lied
                        so i'm not ok
                        so i feel like shit
                        so i'm still flushed and sick when i think of you
                        so what?
                        so what that i miss you
                        who gives a f**k
                        who cares?
                        what does it matter
                        garbage
                        filth
                        crap
                        nothing
                        nothing
                        you're living
                        i'm dying
                        i never meant like this.
                        your breathing
                        i'm smothering
                        never like this
                        you sun is shining
                        mine is eclipsed
                        not like this, not like this
                        i'm bleeding
                        i'm bleeding
                        never like this

                        “I think witches, of all people, are attuned to the weird.
                        That's how we get our rep, I suppose.”
                        -snapdragon-

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                        • #87
                          thank you for this beautiful day
                          thank you for friends i can trust, i can believe. particularly CD, SB, GW, and J (who although he may be more trouble then he is worth, has helped me out)
                          thank you for the crisp autumn air
                          thank you for time that passes quickly, instead of agonizingly slow.
                          thank you
                          my heart is yours.

                          “I think witches, of all people, are attuned to the weird.
                          That's how we get our rep, I suppose.”
                          -snapdragon-

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                          • #88
                            fine then
                            to hell with you
                            sugar

                            thats just fine

                            and so will i be

                            to hell with you sugar

                            you weak and frightened thing

                            to hell with you

                            i will walk in mysterious ways
                            and to hell with you

                            sugar

                            “I think witches, of all people, are attuned to the weird.
                            That's how we get our rep, I suppose.”
                            -snapdragon-

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                            • #89
                              what happened to all my shades of grey?
                              Last edited by Invidosa; October 12th, 2008, 09:27 PM. Reason: EFPOC

                              “I think witches, of all people, are attuned to the weird.
                              That's how we get our rep, I suppose.”
                              -snapdragon-

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                              • #90
                                ENOUGH!!

                                E-FRIGGIN-NUFF!!

                                DO YOU GET IT THIS TIME? CAN YOU ACTUALLY LISTEN TO ME? DO YOU GET THE FRIGGIN POINT?

                                ENOUGH!!!!

                                I AM LOSING MY SHIT HERE, SO ENOUGH!!!!

                                I QUIT OK? DO YOU GET IT NOW? I FRIGGIN QUIT.










                                you win.

                                “I think witches, of all people, are attuned to the weird.
                                That's how we get our rep, I suppose.”
                                -snapdragon-

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